Her Majesty II: Floating

I know I'm no captain,
but I was learning fast.
To end our adventure,
you stab me in the back.

You left me floating
out towards the dark;
shipped off to be shipwrecked
alone in my ark.

Dear diary, dear journal,
dear whoever's out there:

I watched the needle
after you dropped the tanks
out towards the darkness
with my dreams in their ranks.

Dear diary, dear journal,
dear whoever's out there:

I'm lost in an ocean
with no islands or stars.
With no air or fuel left,
I'll die
cold and starved

Dear your Majesty,
I thought we were quite a pair.
You were my getaway.
You were my only prayer.

Now you're in pieces
and I'll die out here.